Saturday, March 24, 2007

the State of my Heart

Lord, I want to follow You.

I want to live for You more than anything except...

I want Your will for me except...

I love when Your hand is on my life except...

God, why is my heart divided? Why do I love You so much and feel such deep gratitude for who you are and yet want my own ways? Why do I want to make my own life built upon my own demands? This desire for my own desires is SO strong. I want to live out my own creations, instead of the life You are creating for me.

Lord, I love you.

Help me love you.

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